i get frightened i wont be able to have a relashionship with this girl i love in canada, that ive known for two years, on the net, ive managed to build up a loving relashionship with her so far, and feel commited to her. shes said the same. but im terrified i wont be able to maintain the relashionship with her, or wont no how to have a relashionship with her. and she'll end up lleaving me. i dont think i could bare this. sometimes i worry i wont be capable of having a relashionship with her, with all the things i cope with , like paranoid thoughts, very low self esteem, insecurities, fear of abandonment, attachment, possessivness, clingyness, neediness, mood bouts, emptiness,despair. i worry i wont be able to overcome these problems so i can form a successful relashionship. i so desperatly want this relashionship to work and want to keep hold of her...can i overcome these disabilities and do this? because i hear borderline personality disorder is difficult to treat. and it worries me..
2007-02-25
04:38:30
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