i have been suffering of my depressin for more than a year,but i really want to finish my life.
im now 17 years old japanese girl,in my age everyone goes school normally,but i stopped going to school 3 months ago.
because i really hate myself,when i feel like this,i pull out my hair and eat too much or nothing,feel really bad or crying.i have been repeating that days.
i only got more and more,worse body and soul.day by day,really tired of myself.i went doctor's many times,and several mentality hospitals,but i couldnt find who i can talk my real mind.i tried also my parents and close friends to talk how i feel,,they only said could not understand at all.
and when i went hospital,doctor gave me' Anxiolytic and Antidepressant pills didnt work,and i overdosed them 2 times.
i was really a stupid,but at that time,i thought i might die without difficultly.
i heard,300000people kills themselves a year in japan.
i still believe that Death will release me from my pain.
am i wrong?
2007-01-15
06:53:14
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