because she tried to tell me about myself, im in a rut with my depression where i cant do anything, ive got no energy to do anything, not even pick anythin up from my no carpeted floor, im livin in a small flat which i hate, im stayin up all night not gettin any sleep then sleepin through the whole day, waking up in the evening, my mum tried to tell me to get a grip and help myself, and ive just shouted at her really aggressively sayin its really hard to just gett a grip. i wanna move out of here but cant see me doing so, i feel trapped, its a noisy rough area i live in. i honestly dont no how long i can keep it together for sometimes. and no. im not gonna turn myself in to a hospital. for anyone who tries to suggest it. my moods swing badly, i feel empty and low horrendous, when i go out i feel panicky, angry, paranoid, i have spinnin thoughts and very low self esteem, i stuggle to get a grip..this has been goin on for 15 years im 29, i dont have a life, i want a life, f**k !!
2006-10-11
09:30:57
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