I love my husband, but like in every marriage, there are ups and downs. What concerns me is that sometimes, without any reason, I remember something that happened years ago and I get mad or sad. This week I remembered something that he did 6 years ago and now I am convinced that he was having an affair. I didn’t know back them, but it’s as if I opened my eyes now. Therefore, I sent him an e-mail (he is in another state) and told him that I cannot forgive him. The scene is there in my mind day and night. I feel like I hate him and told him that we must stop communicating. I am almost sure that in one more week I will see that scene as, “Come on. He was just giving her a ride.” But then in another week, I will want to ask him for a divorce. What is causing these cycles in my life? How is possible that some days the thoughts hurt me, but days later the same thoughts don’t affect me at all?
2006-10-02
14:15:13
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