ok complicated story. When i was 15 i went on holiday, my older friend got me drunk in the hotel, left me with a man about 30yrs i got molested.i didnt understand it at the time.Later i developed panic attacks at high school to the extent that i left, i then got these panic attacks in any crowds and work. I then got an obsessional crush on my boss and imagined how better my life would be with him, my panic attacks got worse till i started making excuses not to go to work. I told my boss i liked him and he gave me a weird look, i now feel i cant return, i feel so ashamed about my panic attacks, my crush and i found out that my friend knew what happened in the hotel, i feel really betrayed.Should i return to work even thou i now shake nervously, can i go crazy? i feel like am not real, i cant eat or sleep right and i just got kicked out my house for not working I worry obsessivly about whether or not my boss and work think that im crazy, theyve seen my worst panic attack.Cant get over it
2006-06-24
14:47:14
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