Health - 29 July 2007

You see, my life was never satisfying for me. I had always had emotional problems... I never had a fun childhood, now that I'm a younger adult (19 yrs old), I'm still struggling w. finding myself. I could do nothing right. Everything is always in the wrong direction for me. I don't know who to turn to or what to do. If things would never turn out amazing for me soon, I think I would just explode & have a mental breakdown.

I have tried overdosing on anxiety/anti depressant meds at 13, but never succeeded, obviously. I'm currently not on those meds anymore b.c I "showed some progress" which was about 3 yrs ago. I have ideas in mind about how to end my last day, but theres still a side of me that wants to feel some success in my life or make some kind of mark in this world before I do. In the middle of this, I think its impossible for that ever happening. No one would ever understand me. I will never have a b/f or have close bbf which I could hang out w/... =*(

2007-07-29 05:25:47 · 21 answers · asked by Biracial Brat 2 in Mental Health

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2007-07-29 05:25:37 · 1 answers · asked by Anonymous in Diet & Fitness

2007-07-29 05:20:20 · 5 answers · asked by Anonymous in Other - Health

I have relatively minor scars (not deep but some superficial craters) from acne. The only reason I would get it done is because I can, and it does appears pretty safe. However, other than that it's really not something that bothers me too much--plus, it's really what's inside that matters not substance. Btw I'm 17. You know cause I want people to love me for me and not what they see on the outside(I'm pretty apparently according to people).

2007-07-29 05:14:15 · 3 answers · asked by Tiffany 3 in Other - Health

hey is there any sort of food that you can eat to encourage the size of your breast's please help any ways you can make them bigger

2007-07-29 05:05:05 · 1 answers · asked by Blondii 3 in Women's Health

It seems about every 2 months or so my GF breaks up with me. She usually has the same reasons every time. It usually breaks down to her "not loving me" anymore and she says she has felt that way for awhile each time.

When she breaks up with me its usually random and unexpected. She usually just wakes up one day and decides she doesn't love me it seems.

Our most recent (and current break up)

Last week we were purchasing our first home. We were extremely excited about it, however very stressed about if we could afford it or not. Then we had it inspected and it had a lot of mold problems so we decided not to purchase the house. We were planning on getting married in the back yard this fall aswell.
Shes had 2 miscarrages. The day before she broke up with me said said she wanted to try for a baby again because she kind of felt like she could do it this time... I asked her why she felt that way and then she got a sad look on her face and just said because it seems everyone else is pregnet.

When she breaks up with me she is very cold and unreceptive. She won't talk about things and she is just very hard headed and says she has made up her mind that she has felt this way for awhile.

Mind you this comes from the girl whom always tells me shes loves me and that I make her happy just about every day. She has awknowledge in the past that she has a problem, however we thought it was just sever PMS.

When she does this it typically only lasts up to a week and then she wants back together. However durring that time I usually beg and plead with her to talk to me and forgive me. Because I usually feel like its my fault.

She tears me apart every time she does this. We have lived together in our apartment for about 9 months. This has happened a couple times since we lived here. This is the first time she has actually moved out.. We broke up Wednesday night, she went to her mom's friday and moved out saturday. She said she felt like she was doing the right thing.

In the past when we got back together she tells me she is sorry and she never wants to talk about what happened. I'm suppose to just ignore that it ever happened..

I don't know how to take this. Each time she does this she says that she felt bad for me the time before and thats why she got back together with me. But we are happy when we are together and she isn't like this.

Maybe I should just accept that she really doesn't love me? Or should I expect history to repeat itself and this time follow through with getting her help?

Everyone is telling me to not talk to her, to not plead with her like I always do. But I'm afraid if I don't then she truely won't come back. Is it best if I don't say a word to her? Typically in the past after a few days I was able to calm her down and break her shield/hard head down enough to talk to me. But its a huge drain on me being rejected until she talks. Will she just come to me when/if shes ready?


I apologize for this post, I have not slept or eaten very well since this has happened. Any advice would be appreciated.

2007-07-29 05:02:21 · 5 answers · asked by Eddie f 1 in Mental Health

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2007-07-29 04:55:41 · 5 answers · asked by Anonymous in Cancer

I'm a 48 years old female with advaned osteoarthritis in my right ankle. I'm sure the bad car wreck I had 17 years ago breaking both my legs didn't help.
Not knowing what to expect after the surgery, I think it would help to have someone who is going through it too to talk with. To be honest, I'm scared. I have put this off for about 6 years and now I'm to the point of not having a choice. The pain is so bad, I walk with a limp and now that has effected my hip and back. Maybe I want have to go through alone.

2007-07-29 04:52:55 · 1 answers · asked by shefish_99 1 in Other - Diseases

my grandma on my moms side is 5'7" and i dnt know my grandpas height on my moms side..maybe like 5'11 to 6'1...well on my dads side my grandpa is 6' 3" and my grandma is 5'5"... please let me know...Ive been searching for days and all i get is 5' 8"...i have a modeling career that im trying 2 work on and i need the height..well thanks so much for reading..

2007-07-29 04:52:35 · 9 answers · asked by Anonymous in Women's Health

This pill is round and white. one side has the #s 5588 on it.the other side has the word dan written on both sides

2007-07-29 04:51:51 · 5 answers · asked by keith h 1 in Pain & Pain Management

2007-07-29 04:49:06 · 15 answers · asked by Sam 2 in Men's Health

2007-07-29 04:46:55 · 43 answers · asked by Anonymous in Dental

2007-07-29 04:45:00 · 30 answers · asked by adam s 1 in Men's Health

No offense to male doctors that are in this field. I dont like them because they are rude. and the think they know whats best for women. i dont think they know what they are doing. Thay dont know where to begin when us women have cramps and periods and what we go through. i had a doctor (well he was a resident) and he tried to tell me what he thought was wrong with me. clearly i have had a UTI before and he tried his hardest to tell me otherwise.. So here we are arguing what we think. so then im can you go get someone in here that knows what the heck they're doing? and then he gets all mad and storms out the room like a child... has anyone ever had this problem or similar to this? tell me what you think. No dumb answers

2007-07-29 04:44:25 · 11 answers · asked by Anonymous in Women's Health

2007-07-29 04:43:20 · 8 answers · asked by Anonymous in Mental Health

I was told that i was born with a tiny whole in my heart and i should have a bubble test done to verify it.

2007-07-29 04:41:26 · 3 answers · asked by darcell 1 in Heart Diseases

I went from 121 yesterday to 94 today!

the only difference was I ate some ice pops before the test yesterday.

so is it safe to assume that i don't currently have diabetes?

when is it most accurate? in the morning before i eat anything? after starving for a day? after eating sugar????

2007-07-29 04:41:10 · 6 answers · asked by TAXI KAR 1 in Diabetes

2007-07-29 04:39:10 · 18 answers · asked by Anonymous in Women's Health

so if you have experienced such an experience being too weak and fatigue feel dazy all the day can't stand on my feet more than 15min feel my feet so cold even it is hot outside i don't want to eat the test blood shows that i need 3month medical care and i should eat too much fruits and meat before i was strong and i eat too much i practice spotr but now very tired all the day but i had a terrible period i worked so hardly and iam so stressed cuz my love is not near to me and i faced some problems concening my futur life and plannings tell me what to do lpz help me with any cure you tried

2007-07-29 04:36:40 · 12 answers · asked by Cleopatra mohamed'redouane's mom 4 in Other - Health

It started 2 days ago and I have only been bleeding when I go to the bathroom. It is about time for me to start my period but I don't know if this is normal or if there is something wrong with me and I know freaking out about it will only make it worse. Somebody please help me I need to know if this is normal

2007-07-29 04:24:51 · 6 answers · asked by Anonymous in Women's Health

I am having ALOT of back pain and have tried Aleve and advil, I have some toradol left from awhile ago and was wondering if that is supposed to work better.......I just hear bad things about it,,,,Thanks!

2007-07-29 04:20:14 · 2 answers · asked by Anonymous in Pain & Pain Management

I'm a very light sleeper and my hubby's snoring wakes me up several times a night. We've tried the Breathe-Right strips, which do help...some. He can shift positions in bed to sleeping on his side but that doesn't work long-term, either. Any really viable suggestions? I can't sleep in earplugs and we're not getting separate bedrooms. :) Thanks!

2007-07-29 04:16:03 · 8 answers · asked by Anonymous in Other - General Health Care

I had a thyroid panel, and that was normal. I also had a thyroid us and there were no nodules or tumors or anything....

So what else could cause this, and how serious is it?

2007-07-29 04:11:30 · 4 answers · asked by Italian QT 312 2 in Other - Diseases

This morning I brought by 9-month-old to bed to feed her. While trying to get us both in the right position, I accidentally layed on her arm. It hurt because she cried, but then was fine. We got up and has been using her arm ever since - crawling, picking things up, eating, etc. However, when I felt her arm and hand for any kind of injury or pain, I found what I hope is a cyst under the skin on the back of her hand. It's small, round, firm and movable. It doesn't seem to bother her. I just don't know if this was there before and I just found it, or if it was caused this morning when I layed on her arm. Any advice???

2007-07-29 04:10:17 · 2 answers · asked by Anonymous in Injuries

okay. i am 13 i woke up this morning and went to the bathroom; and i had blood in my panties. Does this mean i have started my period? how do you know; and what should i do?

2007-07-29 04:04:12 · 13 answers · asked by Anonymous in Women's Health

I am not having sex..so I am not worried about being pregnant, but I was wondering if I should stop taking the rest of the pack.

2007-07-29 04:01:24 · 10 answers · asked by Anonymous in Women's Health

2007-07-29 03:58:30 · 5 answers · asked by Anonymous in Cancer

I find that after 40 minutes on the treadmill, I am soaked in sweat. When I do an hour walking outside, I dont lose half of much sweat. But still I have always heard that walking outdoors is better for you. Enligthten me please... somebody, anybody.

2007-07-29 03:58:10 · 10 answers · asked by Eddie G 1 in Diet & Fitness

Do men also suffer some mild form?

2007-07-29 03:57:55 · 4 answers · asked by Dolphin-Bird Lover8-88 7 in Women's Health

2007-07-29 03:57:39 · 15 answers · asked by Anonymous in Women's Health