I am not a typical perfectionist, if I am one at all. I count and regimate the calories I consume from food (800-1000), won't eat "bad" food, count my alcohol drinks (4-5 per night), work out 30-60 minutes per day. I'm a painter and all my friends are musicians, artists, writers and drunks. I am too. I am just the only one obsessed with being "perfect". weight must never exceed 99 lbs, always look pretty, always be reading a new book, always keep the house clean- but not too clean, always be listening to a newly discovered artists' cd, always be "into" a new painter or outsider artist, etc. Maybe i'm not a perfectionist; maybe i'm just flippin' weird.
i do have panic attacks from time to time, by they are usually pot-induced so i'm not too worried about that.
2006-10-18
07:40:33
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