I don't feel normal, I never have been normal. What is normal when I look like this? The prominance of my depression stems from deep inside me, I'm a lost soul.
The Scars on my arms tell stories of my fathomless unhapiness. I struggle to fit in, I feel there's no way anyone will accept me. I'm a mess, walking death. I can't smile, I am meaningless to anyone, even myself.
What is normal? Will I be normal?
Don't tell me it's a teenages thing when i know it stems from deep inside me. My parents look at me, what do they see, the big mistake like the atomic bomb. Their son, walking misery, depressing looking, messed up boy.
My illeterate friends tell me I'm messed up and taking things too seriously, that i cut for attention and make them look bad. What do they know, they haven't seen life through my eyes.
I feel my life is slowly ending. it hasn't spawned to be anything but a black hole. What is normal?
Could I be normal and others not? No, that's ridiculous.
What is normal? anon
2006-10-01
11:56:12
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