I had an abusive teacher when I was in grades 7 to 9,He used to make fun of me infront of the entire class and usually called me
'Confused person' and loved to make fun by asking tricky questions and getting me confused,so that he could call me 'Confused Confused' and make the class laugh again.
Now I am in college,and my past haunts me,
Even though I make some good decisions in life and get good grades , I feel , I really am Confused person not able to make up my mind at times and have a constant fear to talk to new people feeling that they too would laugh how I behave and talk in a confused manner.When somebody talks to me I try to avoid eye-contact cause that makes me a little uneasy.
Is this due to my bad past or was my teacher really correct about me?
I dont have money for professional help,is there any other way I can be myself again and cut down those past haunting thoughts and be less confused in life?
2006-09-08
05:26:31
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