I'm terrified because I've gained 22 lbs since March. I'm scared that nobody will recognize me, or that they will ask me about my weight gain. I know nobody will say anything, but I'm worried about what the students and professors will think. I go to a private university, so I know many of the students. I'm having so much anxiety about this, and I almost wish that I didn't have to go to school this fall to avoid potential questions. I hate who I've become.
I was on medical leave for bulimia last spring. My main fear is that when I see counselor at the student health center that she will question my problem, now that I am fat (I am allowed to return this fall on the condition that I meet with her for the academic year). I can't help but believe she won't take my problem seriously. What can I do to calm myself down? I am very worried, and I don't know if I can concentrate on schoolwork when all I can think about is how much weight I've gained. I can't stop bingeing...
2006-08-16
03:43:06
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