when i was 8 my mother decided to be an irresponsible adult and left me and my older 1/2 sister behind with our dads. when i found out she was gone and she wasnt coming back, i didnt know what to do...suddenly my sister noticed a behavior change in me. i used to be this happy kid who loved to do everything under the sun, but when this happened, i started to do poorly in school...because i didnt want to do good, i chose who my friends where, but sometimes out of nowhere i would say screw them and not be friends with them anymore.and i remember getting angry at almost anything for no reason....now as an adult i still have a hard time accepting what my mother did...come to find out she is going to be moving back down here in the same city again, and i just dont want this to happen. sometimes when i am in a normal, happy easy going mood, all of a sudden it would just.....change, out of nowhere...i dont know why i get so angry, or how. i feel like i have all this rage and hatred in me...
2006-08-12
17:13:32
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shortlilkorngrl929
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Mental Health