Is it only me or is it you too ?? See.. from my childhood I have been falling in love in a strange way..
When I was around 6 I fell in love and desired physically a man over his twenties...
This feels odd sharing this info.. but in fact I have been even masturbating without knowing it when I was around that age, which is six and over.. I had a physical exercise, which i explained and thought was an exercise for stomach muscles, but later I realized this is called 'ORGASM' !!
The entire childhood was full of love stories.. In the first grade I jumped on one boy classmate and started kissing him on his cheek and hugging him and everything.. I must say, he was frightened !!
Then I kept 'falling in love' with people I desperately SHOULD NOT BE FALLING IN LOVE WITH !!! And they are my mother's and aunts boyfriends !!! And the most embarrassing thing is that i cannot hide these feelings, I could sense they knew it !!! And I just wished I or they disappeared !!
And now.. As soon as I get acquainted with a male parson, I automatically start including the ‘crush’ thing !!! And I REALLY REALLY REALLY wish I didn’t !!! It just distracts me from the relationship, the discussions everything to do with that person.. And I hate it !!!
What’s with me for God’s sake ?!?! You don’t have to answer that, it would do good for me if I found you are like that too. I would be satisfied then.
This is a sort of topic that will attract abusive answers, I warn you, I don’t wish to see them !!!
2007-11-26
03:37:45
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