Okay, here's the deal.
I broke up with her yesterday after two years, two months, and nineteen days. It sucked. I bawled. Etc. And she didn't flinch. I thought she was manipulative and controlling - and when I told her this, she said that everything I thought was manipulative and controlling was a joke. Well, those things didn't feel like jokes at the time.
Point is, today I feel like I made a mistake. A big mistake. I can't stop thinking about her and how she's doing and if she's being safe on her trip today or not. This makes me think: I still care, that's obvious. But do I still love her? Did I make a mistake thinking that I didn't love her? Because I've finally found the right answer to her question, "Jen, what is it you want?" The answer is, "I WANT YOU! I want you and your love and noone else!"
And she's not going to take me back.
Any advice at all? Oh, god, this is sooo complicated. I really messed up.
2007-03-13
09:46:47
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