I left my ex many years ago; he was unfaithful during the relationship, that lasted seven years. I still love him, tried so hard to forget him, went off and married and had children - but he is 'the one'. I'm not getting over him, I don't want to. He married and had children too. We meet, every year, and have a few days together, where the passion and intensity are still there. I can't bear it when it's over, at first felt suicidal - and then realised that I needed to just take care of myself afterwards and slowly get back to normal life. I miss him so much...but I couldn't take being with him, he was going with other women so much. I feel like I have changed from the role of wife to mistress. It hasn't got better, except that I have still some pride. I didn't want to leave him, but one day sat down and said to myself, do it for pride, if nothing else. I always wanted his child, nothing came of it though. Anyone else in the same situation? I've never met anyone who is.
2007-03-07
20:00:53
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Marriage & Divorce