I'm engaged to a truly wonderful guy, and am so in love with him, and so excited to be with him forever. Still, sometimes I get really freaked out (out of nowhere), and start thinking about being on my own again, and find myself thinking "don't worry, you could dump him today if you wanted to" (I know this is horrible, but in these freaked out moments that actually comforts me). I need to stress that I DO NOT want to or like the thought of hurting him, but a small part of me is really distressed at the thought of setting myself into a life in which I couldn't walk away at the drop of a hat.
2007-01-09
04:39:29
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