im 34 m with 4 lovely kids and i feel so depressed,i luv my family so much but i feel i let them down all the time,i work but earn little so we dont have a lot but my wife manages it with her usual smile.no car so i cant take them on little trips,wemanaged to get them presents 4 christmas,id hve hated myself if i didnt mange that,but as usual my wife got nothing from me,she derves better than that.as usual her family as well as my own took delight in showing her the wonderful gifts they had recieved from husbands wives etc,she never complained once just said how happy she was for them,how i wish she had never met me,i know it will never change as im not able to do any better im not well educated justvery average or skilled in anyway,not surewhy im writing this,just feel a need to tell someone,i know i should be grateful 4 what i have but when she gets her faced rubbed in it by ''family''i hate myself.
2007-01-07
10:28:14
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