For some reason my sole purpose in life at the minute is to get a girlfriend/girls' approval. I seem to place it as no. 1 in my life plans. More than a career, money etc. So much that I feel its affecting everything in my life. I have trouble sleeping, I'm grumpier than ever at home, I snap at my mum, I forget things, I beat myself up and I did cut myself once. I seemed to have had this fantasy to do something notorious like drugs or crime. Its not fair that people would suffer because of my personal problem. Girls have rejected and ridiculed me in the past-shunned, name called, been called 'ugly'-the lot. so much to the point that its led to years of distrust and fear of them. I cannot even look at them in public for fear that they will judge me or hurt me somehow. I am just plain looking apparently. Does that affect how girls view you positively?
2006-11-16
06:51:46
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