im 19 and i still dont have a boyfriend, its not because im ugly or anything, im not a terrible person to be with, i actually got a lot of friends, but i think im too weird for a boyfren, i like somebody well i have a terrible crush on him i only know his name but i know nothing about him, ive been bumping into him in school so many times like its almost a year, the memory of him makes me smile , he really can make me happy literally without him doing anything, just the total idea that he exists, i dont know if he has observed that because he sees me all the time, i know there is a chance that he does not even notice me and all
but my problem really is im too afraid to get rejected, i go away and i literally am afraid of someone falling for me, someone did and i really got scared, like i feel i dont deserve attention or love at this point , i even hate commitment, and i dont know what could i possibly do with a boyfriend, i feel like i should not have any boyfriend at all,
2006-11-15
19:46:03
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haringmarumo
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Singles & Dating