I am 16 yrs old and i am (what i think is) severly depressed. my mom smokes excesive pot which makes me uncomfortable in my own home i despise drugs i was generally happy till about a yr ago, i would have never thought of suicide then, yet i was in counceling for attitude problems in school, when my councelor diagnosed me with mild depression--something called like dythimia, they thought it could potentially get worse, though. they suggested to my mother that i go on ( a low dose) of paxil. my mother said no way, and i ( who did not feel depressed or suicidal at all) rejected it and blew it off, so my mother took me out of counceling. that was a year ago, now, not a day goes by that i do not think about suicide, i cut often and sometimes go without eating for days, its like i cant control my body. even now, i can be extremly happy and yet at that same moment want to commit suicide before things get worse, i also have relationship issues commitment and seek comfort in the wrong things
2006-09-03
17:17:12
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Annette R
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