For over six months I have experienced very unusual things. As soon as I relax, if I keep my eyes open, I just seem to really zoom into whatever I place my eyes on. Two months ago I decided to simply let go and see what this kind of experience would lead to. Well it was not really dramtaic. It felt like being really close to the chair or laptop or whatever I was looking at. It felt like just a few minutes when in fact 30 to 40 minutes had gone by. Well... ever since that "let go" experience my life has been really screwed up. sub counciously I seem not to care too much about time. I have this wierd sensation of "eternity"...yes I know I know it sounds really stupid and nonsense and crap and all you want to call it, but it is really generating a fair amount of psychological distress.
P. S I am a wealthy guy who was really normal until this stuff started. I used to focus on work, money, cars etc etc and now it is all a total mess. also I am NOT religious at all....
2006-08-10
01:54:22
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