I am married to a very good man who doesn't hit me, yet I fell in love with another man (now BF) whom i thought loves me deeply but yet abused me since Aug 07. He told me he had been suffering from depression becoz of me, and has been cutting himself whenever he strikes me. I know I must leave this man but my heart is not strong & willing to, He doesn't talk to me with respect when he gets mad, and just 2 days ago, he striked me at my mouth but why am I still holding on ? I need to be freed. dont know how long this man will take to recover from his depression. He told me hes not normal and i should be around taking care of him, but i cant keep getting striked ? He said I dont know how to love someone..maybe yes...i dont know but I just have this fear inside me each time he hit me & I wonder when is the next ? WHen I wanted to end the r/s, he said I love myself more & wanted to end his life. The next moment, he talks to me in such a disrespectful manner...i wish i was dead.. HELP !
2007-12-03
15:00:22
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Arpengenie
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Marriage & Divorce