it seems, that evrything is just turning against me, no matter how hard i try, and everytime i am happy it just gets taken away from me and replaced with something more hurtfull, i just want to just for once not have to fight for everything, i just want to not have the responsibility for once, i want someone to care about me and think about me, instead of it always being vice versa
i feel like i am having a mental breakdown, i feel trappd and i want to break free. and yes i know i am selfish and self centered for thinking like this, guess ill get punished for this too. none of my friends are true friends they just want to use me and all i do is give and give and i just want a friend in return
i live in a very small town, so i cant make friends, boys are only intrested in me for a while, then they just hate me. i dont want to go on with this life of mine, i want to escape and get away, but i cant because i have to look after everybody else and no one else even notices me ever
2007-12-04
23:59:13
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