I have been fortunate, because I have never had a family member die in my life, but this morning, I was told that my uncle passed away. He had been a heavy drinker at some points in his life and it was his liver. He was in his early 50's, and so is my mom. He is the 2nd oldest of 9 siblings in my mom's family. Our family was always very close. We had so much fun and I love all my aunties and uncles very much. I am finding this hard to deal with. I am sad, for his wife and for the rest of my family who I know will miss him. And I will miss him, no family event will be the same. But I also feel angry. I can not believe that he died so fast. No one got a chance to say goodbye. I feel angry with god for taking him, and for making it a reality that my mom will also eventually pass away. And he hid the fact that he was sick in bed for 8 weeks prior, so no one got a chance to be with him. I am just mad, and I feel terrible for that. I can't deal with this very well. I hate this.
2007-11-05
03:17:44
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