my husband and i seperated and now we are getting back together. during our seperation he slept with another woman, in our home, in my bed.... and i have so many questions. all i can do is think about this and weird thoughts, like what she looks like, did he like the sex, how did it lead to sex, was there foreplay, intimate kisses, what did they do afterward lay there and cuddle, stay the night, or did she get up and leave. i'm a little afraid to ask but i want to and it's bothering me. i'm afraid that i will always be thinking these things. i'm not MAD about it just a little hurt i guess. should i ask the ?'s that i have or just let it be. we promised eachother (even tho i didnt sleep with anyone) that it's a clean slate and to let it go... for some reason, i just cant...
it's even to a point where i want to see her.. just to see what she looks like. i looked for her on myspace for cryin out loud! (didnt find anyone with the same disc. he gave me of her tho)
am i being rediculus?
2007-10-29
07:46:51
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