The other night my friend came to visit. He asked me a question that took me by surprise. "Have you ever wondered about fooling around with another guy?". In the 5 years we've known each other nothing like this has ever come up. I am open minded and answered him truthfully, "Yes, sometimes I find myself looking at other guys in the gym, wondering how large they are etc. But nothing outright sexual." I asked him why. He said because lately he finds himself wondering about it. Its kinda bugging him a bit. The conversation then went on to comparing teenage wanking stories. That about as far as the conversation went.
My problem is that since that night I cant stop thinking about him! I find myself wondering for the first time in my life what it would be like to fool around with a guy!
My question is why now at 31 would these thoughts appear out of nowhere? And should I pursue these feelings? (I must admit I kind of want to). And if so, how to go about it?
2007-10-27
02:48:12
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