i'm not sure how i should be feeling about this, so i'd appreciate any input. i'm in my mid 30's and my biological father has never been a part of my life. he and my mother divorced when i was a baby and he gave up visitation rights when i was 5. every ten years or so i'd get a phone call, he wanted something from me. about 4 years ago he called and i finally let out over 25 years of pent up anger and let him have it. now i found out he's dying and has a month to live. as soon as i find out where he is, i plan to go see him, not for him, but i feel it's something that i need to do for me. my question is this: how am i supposed to feel considering what i've written? i don't love him, i don't even know him, but a small part of me is sad and that's confusing the heck out of me. i'm not having the response i thought i'd have. thought?
2007-09-21
04:38:31
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Brian S
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