It's been almost a year. The thoughts of what happened haunt me daily. I will never forget the fact he left me for some b itch he worked with, then came crying back, but why can't it stop torturing me? I cry every single day. why did this have to happen? i can't accept this, but i don't want to leave. i cant talk to him. there are so many unanswered questions.why won't the thoughts go away? its almost like i am obsessed with it. why do i have to know what is going on in the bitches life? i hate her for ruining my family, but yet i need to see her live in misery, why do i feel the need to know what is going on in her life? when i want to forget about her? i feel so strange about it, but its like i have to know what is going on with her. ( i am refering to the coworker) i have so much hrut and anger. this hatred is tearing me apart. i have no one to turn to. everyone says forget it, well i wish i could. but this tortures me everyday and i cant control how i feel.
2007-09-07
12:54:56
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Marriage & Divorce