I went to a concert with a girlfriend over the weekend, and we got horribly drunk. We ended up taking a guy back to our hotel room, and had sex with him. I had the worst feelings of guilt and ended up telling him. He's crushed, and told me that I'm disgusting and a whore, and I'm terrified he's going to leave me. We have a 1 year old son together, and I don't want him to not have both parents around.
Here's where it gets a little complicated.......We used to go to a swingers club regularly and have had sex with other couples, but always together, and we had our rules. The night that I was at the concert, he had a call girl at the house, and even though all they did was oral sex, it still happened, but I also knew about it.
I'm trying to find a way to fix things between us, but he won't even talk to me. I love this man with all my heart, and I don't want to lose him.
2007-09-04
05:28:05
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mje0306
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Marriage & Divorce