I'm married 19 years, I'm 48 & hsbnd 41. We hv an overall ok marriage, couple of major crisis. Last winter I got really depressed due to loneliness. Our 2 children didnt wnt to spend time with me (17 and 12 then). Husband works a lot & tired when he was home. He wanted sex a lot but i did not feel cared for or appreciated.
Last May when i was really fighting depression (under Dr care) I met this man online. He is single, 35 y and offered me his sincere love. He lives ovrseas & I feel totally in love with him. Somehow my hsbnd found out i was online too much, all the way until last week he installed and espionage software on PC.
My online bf loves me & wants to marry me, he assumed im divorced, I never clarified. I hv plans to meet him this Nov.
My hsbnd is accepting how much he neglected taking care of me and ask sincerely for a last chance. I know family is + important but I gave 19 ys of my live to 3 people that are ungrateful, I feel used and I realized I desrve to be :)
2007-08-30
19:48:21
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Marriage & Divorce