I'm in a confused state these days. Over 8 mos ago, my ex(the only guy I ever at one point thought I'd end my life with) passed away at the untimely age of 30. It's been very hard for me to get over, & recently I've been feeling more depressed about it than ever...8 mos later! I will have a dream about him or something in my waking life will remind me of him, and then I will sink into a state of depression and it'll be near-impossible for me to snap out of it for several hrs. :(
I've also experienced a surge in sexual desire. I've always been overly sexual, but lately I've taken comfort in hanging out with my ex's friends(people I'd hooked up w/ before we'd started dating), since we can relate about my ex. I don't do drugs, so sex is like my drug to focus off the pain of my ex. I'm getting more dependent on it, to the point that I'm writing about this while at WORK!(obviously my mind's not on work) It seems to be 1 thing or the other...think about sex or be really depressed...
2007-08-02
02:27:22
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