I am 13, female, and have never had a mom. She is alive and lives in my house, but she isn't there for me. She yells at me daily for stupid little things and I try so hard to please her but it is never good enough. Today she said she hated me, thought I was a b****, and wanted to send me away to boarding school. I am the middle child in my family, and her dislike of me is making my sister's lives hard. My mom is constantly talking about how she doesn't have time to do anything she wants and I really feel she is depressed. My sisters and I have tried so hard to help her but it only makes her angry.
My biggest fear is that I am going to end up like her. People say she and I are similar, and that scares me so much. It is so mean to say, but I am so afraid of becoming like her. She alone has ruined my entire life up to this point, and I don't know what to do. I want counseling, but my mom would never go for that. She is slowly killing me, and the only emotion I know is sadness. Help?
2007-07-29
13:06:25
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