Things have been bad for me lately. As hard as I try to be optimistic, follow my heart, and work hard, things just don't work out.
A little history of my life
ages 0-16: get beaten up by my mother, abused physically, mentally, emotionally, verbally, psychologically.
Age 16: Meet the "love of my life", go into the foster system.
age 16-18: Go through more abuse while in the system, as well as my boyfriend and his family claiming to want to take me in and love me
age 19: graduate and move out into a crappy transitional living program in the middle of nowhere, get my heart broken by the "love of my life", and find myself completely alone. Ex claims to be friend and instead just messes with me to be cruel and hurt me again.
At this point I'm pretty much a loner, I have few friends; all of which are moving on with life. I hate my job, I struggle to get by, I'm lonely, and in two years I have to move out and I have no idea where I'll go. I've tried so hard but nothing works out.
Advice?
2007-07-28
03:41:51
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