Yes Kate you are right. I was very embarassed about my depression. I was so embarassed that I decided not to tell anyone or let them know. You can read about my downward spiral on Yahoo search under "The Last Temptation of George Petrie". I don't think you'll want to read it but if you do then perhaps you will understand that sometimes, due to organic brain chemistry we are unable to control our actions. It does not have anything to do with IQ or status in life. It can affect anyone and not just people with "bad character". I have done what I had to do to treat my depression and I am stronger and more successful than ever. I don't feel pathetic any more and I am not the least bit ashamed, any more than I would be if I had suffered from diabetes or heart disease. Mental illness is a disease just the same as physical illness. Someone with physical illness is not looked upon as being stupid or pathetic and, since mental illness, (including depression) is a result of brain chemistry it is as much out of the person's control as any other illness. I wish that sheer embarassment could have turned my life around. Instead it drove me into the conspiracy of silence. Depression can be a fatal illness if not treated expediently and properly. Please believe me when I say I understand your position. I do understand when people who have not experienced anxiety or depression simply do not understand it. I used to be just as judgemental as you until it came, uninvited, into my life. best wishes to you
2007-07-09
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