I have had a fairly ok life so far. I have a good job, I'm financially secure, my parents are alive, I'm educated. I'm 36.
I am going to marry a man that lives 2000 miles from me (we have been together a long time - it's not some long distance crazy thing that doesn't have a future). I am moving to be with him and I am very uncomfortable about that because I have to leave my family, friends and job. I do love him. I wonder if that is enough. I also wonder how I can possibly be happy there an ocean away when I cannot be happy here with all that I have. I am constantly sad and worried. I'm 36, have never been married and have no children. I still think I'm not old enough to have children and I'm now old enough to be a grandmother! What is wrong with me? Should I just go get married and fake it?
Is there anyone else out there that is just sad all the time? Nothing can make me happy. I'm constantly waiting for something bad to happen.
2007-07-07
10:16:22
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