Ive had a crazy mad life, but that was then!!
When I was about 17 I became addicted to heroin and messed the whole of my life up right through to being 41. unlike many, I managed to totaly escape and get off it,Ive been off 4 years now, anyway that's another story.
While I was using heroin i had sex with a girl who became pregnant, she had an on off relationship with someone who was stable and didn't take drugs. He had no reason to belive that the child wasn't his and I had every reason not to make him aware, I couldn't have been a good dad to save my life, it wouldn't have been fair on her, him or my daughter. Only the Mother and me really know that I'm the dad.
I'm not thinking of disrupting anyones life by saying anything and after stopping drugs for over four years now I do think about her a lot.
I don't have any other kids and I suppose I wish I could just see her without letting anyone know or hurting anyone.
What do you think
2007-06-13
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