I used to sort of be attracted to this guy. One night, at a party, I danced with him and hung out the whole night. We were both drinking. I introduced him to my friend that night and a week later, I found out that he thought my best friend was super hot. I was crushed, because this guy was the first guy I felt something for in a long time and began a period of self-consciousness, feeling ugly, low self-esteem. It was the worst 4 months, lowest point in my life. I felt like he used me that night. It felt like my standards of pretty were all wrong, and I was the ugliest person ever. Finally, a few months ago, he messaged her on myspace to get her screename for AIM, and then they started talking more and more often. As a witness to everything, every step of their relationship was crushing me. it was what I completely DREADED, and it was finally happening.
2007-05-09
18:09:52
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