I hate my job, poor as hell $1000. a month after taxes, the people are lazy and keep tossing more crap my way.
The main thing is my abusive, sometimes violent fiance'.
I left him 8 months ago because he hit me again. I started dating someone, fell for them too fast just to lose him because of something mean I said. I still think of him after 5 months of no contact. :( Which sent me running back to the jerk. Who I do love, and know inside and out, he is mostly sweet and we are very close. But he screams at me often, acts like he will hit me, cusses, over anything, like if I don't clean. But how can I clean when I would rather die? I want to leave him but can't afford to live on my own, I can't even drive! I fancy the idea of marrying a man with SOME money, I'm not a gold digger but security looks nice right now, and I think I could love anyone if he was just a bit nicer than who I have now. But I am so lame I can't even be alone to find someone else.
2007-05-04
05:14:35
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