After many struggles, including seeing a therapist, we ended our relationship. He said he has hoped of me changing, and now it comes to realization that I am a selfish, dark, cold heart *****. I drove the car, and I broke it, and now I cannot drive it anymore. He said he has turned his life up side down for me and I ruined everything. He said I cannot be happy alone with myself and no relationship can work for me. I cried while he was telling me all this. He swore off the relationship,and kicked me out of his apt. Ever since then, we never contacted each other.
I miss him so much. I cannot believe he is doing this.Thinking about life w/o him, my stomach turns, my heart aches. I blame itall on myself. I am a love addict. but I tried everything to make this work. I hate myself not able to treasure him and love him appropriately, and I hate him not seeing my effort, but quitting it now. I still cannot believe this break up is real. How can love changes so fast?
2007-03-11
19:43:24
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