Ok, my father died over christmas. My grandmother is in the hospital for the fifth time this year and my significant other just left me.. I know I am being hard to deal with right now because of all of this and I can see myself being depressed and probably annoying to other people but I can't seem to bring myself out of it.
I've tried counselors and talking to my brother but he's going through the same thing and has even more stress to deal with than I do.
I can only have fun when I go out with a group of people and drink unfortunately, although I definitely don't have a drinking problem It's definitely something I turn to right now.
My family is uber disfunctional and I can see them being very selfish right now, so I don't want to bring my drama to my mother because I want to be strong for her, because I know it's worse on her,,, but seriously why is all this happening at once??!?!?
I am sending this out into the internet because typing it just makes me feel better.
2007-02-20
02:15:34
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