making this brief. i have a girlfriend and a boyfriend. we all live together. as i stated before,{other Q} the man has no ambition to better himself or hold a full job, yet he helps around the house and helps me with my sis 2 yr old kid. in a quest. you all said i should kick him out due to his childish ways. the thing is recently i began having horrible thoughts. i was a victim of sexual violence and some other abuse and i thought it went away, so now it's like when he touches me or is around me and intimate, i just can't deal with it, or want to be around him and i cringe and i have painc attacks and this abuse was 10 yrs ago. i figured to move on, you know? i'm freaking out and i just want to cry, and i do appreciate him, but feel so bad and guilty. this has started like 4 months ago and i just can't handle it and i distance myself, and try to focus on other things like the baby, i just get frustrated and mad and i don't know what to do but feel like i want to run away. wht do i do?
2007-02-15
02:18:54
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