I get angry & annoyed so easily, that even when my mom walks thru the door i want nothing more than 2 leave my home or go 2 my room 2 escape from her nagging. She always complained about not doing good in skool, being distant from family, the way i dressed, how i thought about myself, & never wanting 2 do anything w/ her. Growing up I was always put 2nd, I would try 2 talk but then got told 2 stop for she didnt want 2 talk about it, or when my brother interupted, she would listen 2 him 1st. My brother would yell & hit me when i wouldnt do something right. It got 2 the point when I stopped trying 4 acceptance, didnt talk about my feelings, & tried 2 get out of the house as much as I could I began eating less, started smoking, smoked weed, skipped school, got addicted 2 coke @ drank whenever gotten the chance. I want nothing from this life, & when when I die I hope 2 put my family thru the pain i lived day 2 day, so they no what it feels like 2 loose a loved 1, which i lost long ago
2007-01-30
23:03:04
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Ellen B
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