me (19) and AP (19) have had a brief but intense past.
even though me and him only lasted 3 weeks in late november/early december
i was so infatuated
i have known him since september
since he has been out with his high school crush, J for about a week (last week) but has spent much time with her on the phone (over a year but not during when i was with him) she's really special to him and i respect that. he is single now...
he has been in the state of confusion because he doesn't know whether he should carry on with J whom occasionally falls out with him or stop.. and find someone else.
and that someone else...would be me. because he knows how i feel
he comes to me for advice about J, i give him honest opinions, not trying to mislead him to leave her, because if that was me, i wouldn't.
but it hurts because I WANT HIM FOR MYSELF but now i am his friend/flirt buddy LOL i don't know.
only speaks to me when he pleases. how crap is that?!
i cherish each moment with him
2007-01-09
01:44:05
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