I love this girl with all my heart but I don't know if she even likes me, I think she likes my cousin, who is the complete opposite of me. He's taller, more handsome than me I don't think so, but I guess height is everything now in days. He's very immature, and he lives a reckless life, he has changed a lot. I miss my old cousin because the old one never tried to act tough, my cousin was fun, but now he wants to be like those damn gangstas. I've tried to be like him to get the girl of my dreams because she lives around his block, but I've realized that "why am I so eager to change into a monster"? I don't have to be in the streets looking for trouble. At school I see her, but I love her so much that I can't look at her forward or speak to her, I could talk to other girls, but I guess the problem is that I'm afraid of rejection. Porn is my other problem, I want to quit it, but it's so hard, it feels natural but it isn't, it messes you up big time.
2007-01-06
06:49:19
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Loving Life, Always, and Forever
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