I'm desperate.
2 days ago I answered a Q from s/one who wished to take their life, with a million reasons why not to. So how can I be so close to that point, right now?
I feel so completely hopeless, pathetic and helpless as to think it would be preferable to this pain that is tearing me apart so far that there are only wisps of any "me" left.. My man and my life is in the hands of someone so hateful, that she has threatened to kill me if I do not allow HER to move in on the only man I will ever love?
Irony?- I asked a question about feeling stalked - Someone answered it's MAFIA or big brother. Spot on friend- cheers, (as I pop another tranquiliser).. my every move is watched so I have no choice, no matter where I go.
I end it with him or she ends me, and then again, in ending it with him, I end me anyway.. what's the point? And where's he in this? He cannot say a word, for reasons no need to use your imagination on..don't know where he is - 1st time ever. Help.. anyone?
2006-12-08
02:32:22
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Sugar
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Psychology