damnit.
I was thinking today on alot of stuff. On what I want in life and what I might become. I thougth about my future and what my life will mean in the next 20 or so years. What will I do, what wont I do. so here it is.
I dont know if I wanna have kids, I dont know if its worthwhile.
I dont know if I want to get married.
I dont know what Im studying in this college, but I do know Im having a damn good time in and out of school.
I dont know ,
and It makes me angry.
I know im a product of my conditions. I know I am who I am today because of how I was raised and the values, thoughts, beliefs instilled in me. So i cant escape that. At least, no one will help me.
And thats okay, because im the one not really reaching out
no really, its okay
really.....
Maybe if I cave in to the influences, I can find a way to make it work. Make things worthwhile for myself. As an ordinary person,
make it happen. Hell, If I marry someone famous, I can still be rich and if I get pregnant, Im pretty set
And the security, the money, my needs may be met. Not my wants but who cares again? I dont know,
I just dont know.
2006-11-30
15:11:42
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