i am constantly angry and upset by my parents,we have a closed communication household.They say that i am being argumentitvie when i speak my mind.I am the opposite of them and i feel restrained and irritable when i hold things inside.They would rather die then make any initiative to talk to me if there were any issues and instead they torture me with passive aggression and resentfull silence,looks of dismay and dispisal.the resentment is soo thick in my household i could cut it with a knife. i can't speak to them without exploding and they fear to approach me.i hate them but they do alot for me.what they lack in emotional suport and presence ,they make up for it with material and financial support.I am greatfull for that but it dosen't come without a price. i know that they love me, but i feel as if they are ashamed of me and that they are utterly resentfull of me and hate me.is this the case or am i merely projecting my hatred onto them?it's a never ending cycle with them,i hate them
2006-10-11
03:02:13
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