I'd knew my boyfriend since 5yrs ago and he seems like a world-end for me; i knew i loved him but he hurt me so bad with his bloodyful temper. He once break a glass panel at the mall and get arrested by the security when we had a huge row. Even we did throwing dinner at each other when we argued about our seriousness at restaurant. All the public humiliation; crying, shouting, fighting.... seems a routine that breaking my heart.
On top of that, I just love the pleasure when he says sorry. You know, the egoism really gone when he kneel down and cry. The romance is only begin after the sorry-for-being-ur-enemy-drama. Sort of things, he even lick tenderly my bruises arms and hurt himself for being cruel towards me.
Do we really meant for each other or I am just hold back and pretend that nothing's wrong? I never told anyone about this and nobody knew his behaviour. Am I a victim? Or am i being hallucinated?
We will getting married next year. Both financially stable. 24 y/o.
2006-07-05
22:47:47
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lilbabylin
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