Any ides why I hate every thing so bloody much. I am 20 male and very shy. i am never happy, i am usually neutral and thus don’t really care about any thing, but some times i get this hatred violent mind set that wants to kill every one. I Hate my parents, and every one else. During this time i see happy couples or happy people and i want to gut them. I see teenagers leaving school and in the girls, I see whores and the boys I see bang banger that do not deserve to live. I’ve tried to kill my self twice but the first time I reasoned with my self and the second time I chickened out. I also call my self a freak sense I was born with a clef pallet and have a weak body and bad allergies. I have a hard time trusting any one and want to get close to people but always seem to chicken out when I try. What do you think? I also see every one as evil but I tend to think of my self worse than every body, and more deserving of death than others do.
2006-06-18
13:38:45
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