If any of you are able, I really need your honest help & answers.
I am very depressed right now because of a religious burden I can't seem to get off my mind. It is driving me, almost suicidal at times.
What is wrong is, I am being taught, there is a heaven or hell, free will is why we are here, to choose whether to serve God or not because "God don't want robots".
I know about heaven, but don't want to go, because no matter how good I do, am, or teach, too many family members or friends will go to hell.
I don't want to lose anyone, I love people too death. I don't care if they did wrong, I can't stop loving them, it is impossible.
I can't go to heaven & leave them.
I am scared to go to heaven, cause I lose people I love, I am scared to go to hell cause that is painful, I am scared to die because I will be punished in hell for that sin.
I don't want to be here in this mess, I just want to be rescued from this depression but don't know how.
What can I do? Please help! I'm scared
2007-03-08
19:52:25
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