I have always questioned things, from the time I was very young. I was constantly in trouble with my religion teachers, the nuns and the priests for asking hard questions. I needed a better answer than "you gotta have faith" or "god works in mysterious ways". Then one day I decided that if god wanted me to believe in him, he needed to give me a sign that he is really there. Any sign. And guess what? Nothing. I was looking and looking, crying Please god, just give me any sign at all. Nothing. A bird flying past or single drop of rain would have been enough. I didn't miss it. But I did get a message and it was loud and clear. There is no god. Why would god give me the ability to question his exsistance, and then when I ask him to proove he exists, he ignores me? That is when I started to look in other directions and it felt like for the first time in my life, I found happiness. The guilt inside of me was gone! Has anyone else had an experience like this?
2007-02-07
07:03:16
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Militant Agnostic
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